Outside In - Song Lyrics from the 90s

This one has a melody but no music yet. Lyrics started back then, but updated today. Let's try to get some music to this one. Any takers? I think the vocal melody came right away, but I can't remember why this one wasn't turned into a proper song. 


Outside In 
By Julie Gengo

Today
I feel
Upside-down
All around
The sky
Is inside out

Inside, outside, upside-down
Inside, outside
Upside-down like the wind that is blowing me

Oh lord why does it rain
Yesterday's reason's 
Tomorrow's gain
I feel my fingers 
Moving again 

Outside
All around 
The birds don't sing
Am I lost?
My recourse 
To wear the ring 
Hindsight, blind sight I can't keep from running

Oh lord why does it rain
Yesterday's reason's 
Tomorrow's gain
I don't know what 
I was thinking of then  

In the back of my mind
The blind leading the blind
Only to find
Fractured seasons pass the time

Oh lord why does it rain
Yesterday's reason's 
Tomorrow's gain
I feel my fingers 
Moving again